Persist

Chance; risk; choice: the chaos of the will identified with, consequences leads to affect, contingency existential. Where what is, I must be. Where there is without, I am in dread. I am lost with a direction, am confused with reason. The debt shaking me out has me foolishly gathering fallen seeds and burnt grains. I know not who I am or what this is worth. I only hope to persist. I do not know any better.